11/22/2006
Set Him Free..by Khisses
I didn't expect that he became a part of my life, but i guess it could be. I can still remember the first day we talked on the phone, we begun to know each other by asking some question. I cannot deny the fact, that the time I came to know him,I was so very happy. But I don't know why? Everynight we talked on the phone, and there's something I cannot explained, my heart beat. Maybe I'm just nervous. But I asked my self, why I should be nervous?.I try not to talk to him for a day, but I realize I was wrong. When the days come, that's the time my heart said I'm longing for him. Everytime his asking me for some advice specially when it comes to love, I'm willing to give the best I can, co'z I want him to be happy. Even though I know in myself his hurting me. I don't have the right to act such things that I know I'll be bothering him, so I just decide to keep my feelings towards him. I tried to tell to him my feelings but I can't, co'z I was afraid to lose him or even our friendship. But I'll stop and think for I while, why I should need to tell to him this such stupid thing, that I know from the start that he will never be mine. His just hurting me. Maybe his not the right one for me. But at list we're good friends.And now his happy with someone else that he really love, all I wish for him is happiness. To be honest it's really, really hard for me to let go of him, but I need to sacrifice co'z I really love him. If this is the only thing that I can make him happy, I think I really have to "Set Him Free".
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